I Loved Tomorrow, Paperback Book, By: Emad Rashad Othman

We always wait for someone.. we think that when he comes down, all our pains will be erased.. we have an illusion that with his radiance on the darkness of our universes, the confusion and confusion will dissipate and peace will overwhelm us.. ! But we forget that we are self-destructive.. and that our deficiency is fixed in us as an operating system.. and that the same person in whom we saw the Savior and the way to liberation..maybe he is the one who will give us our greatest disappointment..and gather all our gaps into one..greater! Perhaps instead of fruiting his neighborhood, we may wither... and withdraw... and fade away... and melt! We forget that we need to be in good company with ourselves and heal our afflictions..before we wait for the other to descend..the other will never be our paradise as long as we only seek to numb our pain through it..and that relationship in reality is nothing but an unconscious distraction from meeting the self and confronting the reality of ourselves! Satisfactory relationships begin here.. when the relationship becomes pure escape and flight.. and nothing more.. and the most people who make mistakes of choice are those who eagerly wait and anxiously await.. So faces suspect them.. they drop their emotional emptiness on a passing face, and they watch it contrary to its truth... those who think they Adawon thirst.. by tracking mirage..!(Even if he came to him, he found nothing)!